I killed her
My protector that is
We grew up together
I was sad, Insecure
Told I’d never be smart enough
She watched it all
So, She protected me
I looked up to her
There was something special about her
She knew how to enter a room
I envied her
I wanted to be just like her
The older I got
The more i started to act like her
As i sipped on my martini
i leaned more into her than ever
I was becoming her
I was proud and she was prouder
She wanted me to be just like her
Almost like the big sister i never had
It was me and her against the world
She taught me about my power
But she had a side to her i didn't like
She loved destruction
The beginning it was fun
Thrilling
She taught me how to drink and smoke
Little game of russian roulette we’d play
Like a circus money i followed her lead
As the game we’d play close to danger
It began to cut it close
Envy turned to hatred
I started to see her for who she was
She was pretending
She was just like me
Sad, insecure, and small
Only better at acting
I had to confront her
I finally put down the drink
I am happy and you are standing in my way
I cleared the smoke from my eyes
Today i killed my protector
My Ego that is...
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