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She's an assaisn

I killed her 

My protector that is 

We grew up together 

I was sad, Insecure

Told I’d never be smart enough 

She watched it all 

So, She protected me 

I looked up to her

There was something special about her

She knew how to enter a room 

I envied her

I wanted to be just like her

The older I got 

The more i started to act like her 

As i sipped on my martini 

i leaned more into her than ever

I was becoming her 

I was proud and she was prouder 

She wanted me to be just like her

Almost like the big sister i never had 

It was me and her against the world

She taught me about my power

But she had a side to her i didn't like 

She loved destruction

The beginning it was fun

Thrilling

She taught me how to drink and smoke  

Little game of russian roulette we’d play   

Like a circus money i followed her lead

As the game we’d play close to danger

It began to cut it close

Envy turned to hatred 

I started to see her for who she was 

She was pretending 

She was just like me 

Sad, insecure, and small

Only better at acting 

I had to confront her 

I finally put down the drink

I am happy and you are standing in my way

I cleared the smoke from my eyes

Today i killed my protector 

My Ego that is...


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